News and Updates
First I am leaving a link to my last journal because I felt like it 0:3
[link]And apparently 0:3 is my new fave smiley XD;
Anyway, I wanna apologise to all of you (_ _) I actually
was making you all Christmas presents, but a few um... bad things have been happening. Since I don't feel like giving you all the details, the quick run through is this:-
My brother, his girlfriend [and their son obviously] lost their house the beginning of this week, they were renting and the actual owners had to move back in due to a fire at their other house. My bro etc are now staying elsewhere but we have been helping them with alot of things ._.;
Next thing, my great grandmother has been alone recently when her husband had to go live in a home... he doesn't remember who anyone is, he has become very violent etc. Ive been going over there to help look after her on a daily basis. Sometimes I haven't even gotten to bed until 5AM the next day ._.; [its complicated...] and yeah.
And those are the main reasons, though not the only reasons. I have been tired and not been on the computer enough, so I am afraid you won't be getting anything from me.
lolyeah I know I said I wasn't going to make anything anyway, well irony strikes, I lied, I was making secret stuff but yeah -ends subject-
10 Paragraphs About 10 PeopleThis is a tag-like thing, you may steal it if you wish, I won't be tagging anyone c:
All you do is think of 10 of your friends and write down a nice paragraph about them, but you are NOT allowed to say who they are in the journal. :3
Try to phrase each paragraph so the person you are talking about will know its them though C:
Yeah, this is my fail-attempt to make up for not getting the x-mas gifts done ._.;
[these friends are in no order] And Veronica isn't in there because that would be too obvious c:
Love you sweety
#1You stood up for me when I needed someone the most, and no matter what I believed or tried to do, you never held a thing against me. You are an understanding person, and so far I haven't found a single fault in you except how you talk about yourself. I said I was planning to travel around the world some day, you said you would love to go with me. I am looking forward to that ^^ I will never forget all the things you have done for me, and I will always be by your side
#2We met through the one that inspired me to join this website to begin with, that and I was bored
I sent you a plushie through the mail, an that was when we truly started being friends. I have never seen you angry at me as such, and you always hear me out. You seem to get the rough side of life all the time, and you truly deserve much better. Even though we quite often get separated for long periods, you are always one to instantly say 'Hi' the instant I am back. You are a very close friend to me, and I will always love you for that ;; <3
#3We have had our ups and downs at times, and often argued over some of the silliest things. But somehow we always got over them. You have a sense of humour that I lack, and for that I envy you XD But regardless of all of those things that happened in the past, you are still the same person! The person who encouraged me back when we first met, with your evil black and white cartoon villain with a whip-self. I feel I owe you many apologies for how I treated you over time, but I don't know where to start. I do not see you online much anymore either. So I hope things are going great for you, and thank you for being my friend even to this day
#4Right when I felt the entire world was against me, there were very few that even cared I felt that way. Some stayed by me and helped me stand. But it was
you at that time who helped me the most. Though what we started only lasted a month, you still remain in my heart for what you done, as do your stealthly ninjas ;D I cannot get those crazy talks we had out of our head. How did I ever become that phish anyway? XD You always look to the better sides and that was something I needed more than ever. I still plan to meet you some day, and give you that huggle you wanted c:
#5I don't know what it is, but you have this thing about you that makes me smile XD Quite often you do get upset because of how your life goes at times, but mostly you ignore your own problems to make sure others are smiling instead C: At times I thought you may have relied on my advice a little too much, but I no longer think that way, because that is what friends are for, right? :3 And you always done exactly the same things for me too. Because of that, I will forever be here to help with anything you feel you may need some help with.
#6You know what you mean to me, and even though we had a few small problems at one point, they became so small that we overcame them within the same day. You always want to be the first person to support me when I feel down, no matter what it is that causes the problem. I am sorry that I sometimes don't seem to be acting how you would like me to with certain things. You have been having a hard time lately too, you lost a friend and felt completely abandoned because of it. But as little as it me be to help, you will never lose me, not a chance C: You have told me many secrets about yourself that I doubt you have told anyone else, and I never left you or held them against you, which is what you seemed to think I would do C: Just remember that you know what I think of you, and that won't be changing any time soon
#7You are my longest online friend and we have at times been closer than I felt towards anyone else. You are still in my heart as one of the closest friends I feel I will ever have, regardless of what has happened between us. I am sorry I forced so much onto you, even though you done the same to me. But in the end you heard me out, and you came back. And even if we don't talk, just seeing you online every day helps me stay cheerful [as corny as that sounds XD; ]. I promise I won't be a burden on you like I have been. I still have a few issues as you know but I will solve them. Over all, you were the main person that proved to me that nothing is impossible and that good things can happen to anyone, no matter what their ability. ilufw C: <3 And that is the truest way to say how much you mean to me, though I still wish it sounded better XD;
#8Your are also one of my closest friends, but you love denying it XD And you sometimes make the tag journals as an excuse to annoy me in a friendly way
You have an ever-going happy attitude. I have seen you angry maybe only once or twice, and that never lasted long. I have NEVER known you to be upset. You tease and make-fun but never go to far. You are a very fun guy to have around, and I am glad you consider me a friend, even though as soon as the word 'friend' is mentioned, you deny it again xD; You are staying on my friend list because I know it leads to more of your jokes XD Oh, and your teasing is actually a good point of yours dude ;D I hope you have a great Christmas, because you deserve one for certain
#9It is odd how alike we are, but not in a disturbing way. You are understanding and easy going. Very open minded and you never judge others for their thoughts. You get upset the moment another person feels down, and you even start losing your own confidence when this happens. But these are all some of your strong points :3 Life isn't easy, and it gets you down, but the things that do get you down help show more and more just how much of a great person you truly are. I may not be inspiring you anymore, but I actually have quite a proud feeling within me to know that somehow I shaped you into the person you are today. You are my bud C: And the only regret I have is that I didn't try to get to know you better sooner X3; How many times have I said that to you now? XD; Merry Christmas, you crazy fuzzball you
#10You are the only one that is not currently shown on my friend list, and yet I feel a strong feeling towards you. You quickly became one of my favourite artists and you even made me a Christmas gift, which I admit I didn't expect [sorry I haven't commented on it yet
]. I would love to get to know you better, but I will allow time to give me that much C: I am glad to see that you are making great use of the SAI I bought for you ^^ You seem to put yourself down alot sometimes, and I am not quite sure why you do this, because so far I haven't seen a single part of this side of you that you say is selfish or cruel. You seem like a perfectly good person to me
And sorry people, no matter how much you may beg, plead or cry, I will not be stating who any of these people are to you 0:3
I hope you all have a very merry Christmas.
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